December 2011
5 posts
November 2011
2 posts
October 2011
3 posts
Happy 1st of October!
I have found so much motivation to lose this weight (love & jealousy are very powerful) and now I just need to use it.
September 2011
3 posts
I have missed you all so much.
Life is crazy. I truly miss the days I was on this everyday. The pictures on my dashboard provide motivation, and the people I follow/the people that follow me provide inspiration. I am sorry for my long absences. Again, life is crazy, but I am at a pretty good place right now and I hope to be on this as often as I can be.
August 2011
1 post
July 2011
4 posts
1st of July!
Here we go again! I love the first of the month, the prospect of a new start. Hopefully this one proves to be better than June, and the month before that, and the month before that one, etc.
June 2011
14 posts
Two weeks until I start my first college class.
I am taking one class over the summer at the local college. Just walking around a college campus makes my stomach flip with excitement. I’ll be around new people, and hopefully some nice looking older guys, and I want to look good. I don’t want the fact that I am so far from skinny stop me from making the most out of what this class or this summer could bring. I only have two weeks but...
Days Binge Free: 3
So far, June has been incredible! Three days is a lifetime for those like myself. I am so proud and so motivated. I am determined to complete a month binge-free, and June will be that month. And summer will be that season.
May 2011
10 posts
JUNE will be the month of NO binges.
The start of every month is practically a holiday for those with disordered eating. This is the first real month of summer. School lets out this month, and it is official bikini season. I will not let the fact that I am the OPPOSITE of bikini-body-ready stop me from working towards my goals. I can either make it worse, or I can work hard and make it better. I’m not expecting a miracle, but I...
Three days binge free.
This is truly an accomplishment for me. Unfortunately, I had a cupcake this morning when I went out with my mom. I felt the guilt, I felt the shame, but surprisingly I didn’t feel the need to go make it worse. I took a deep breath, convinced myself one cupcake is nothing exercise cannot fix, and I avoided throwing myself right back into the cycle of binging. I can only hope this is me...
I told my mom about my "binging" and food issues.
I didn’t go in depth, I didn’t tell her the gory details. I actually didn’t tell her much of anything besides I don’t have a normal relationship with food. That simple conversation, even telling her only half the truth, has felt like the world has been taken off my shoulders. With eating disorders, out instinct is to hide, we feel shame and we hide. I’m beginning to...
April 2011
41 posts
Lindsay Lohan Sentenced to Jail →
Click for article. I’ll always have a place in my heart for Lindsay Lohan, time to bring the “Free Lindsay” shirts back out?
